Enjoy my life journey ,let it become brilliant

I tired

2011-05-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

I tired about love !!

Because I does't know how to handle it !!

I Give up love before love give up me !!

Confuse

2011-05-10T02:27:00.000-07:00

In this moment , I really confuse !!
I dun knw the decision that I make it is correct or not !!
But I just make it , maybe I will regret for it !!
But I can't selfish like this !!
Please understand me !!
God bless me !!

First day on Phuket

2011-04-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hi Guy !! I'm back =)) I just came back from Thailand - Phuket !!

Thailand just a wonderful country with delicious food and cheap stuff , somemore thailander is cute !!

Wake up early in the morning because I do not want to miss my fight and have a breakfast in the airport !!

Waiting on board and everyone is Iphone-ing

Thailand ... I come =))

After 2 and a half hour flight finally I reach " Shopping Parade "

After check in my hotel room sure it is time to shopping and walk around !! And the hotel I choose is just near the Patong beach and the market !!

colourful bag , it was nice and cheap but I did't get it for myself =((

Cheap right !! You can bought anything around rm2 to rm30 !!

And who like to do nail art here will be a right place to you just only need rm15 =))

After my shopping session , I need some rest before my dinner and I do not hope to waste my holiday on the bed so so so .... I swim at pool that have in my hotel =))

It small but just comfortable and I like the design of the hotel =))

Awwww !!! Hungry !! I was hungry !!! I need food and I need thai food !!

Pineapple fried rice

Mixed vegetable

Green curry chicken

Garlic with prawn

and TOM YAM GONG !!! I like it so much !! miss it badly >.<

After my dinner I having tiger show , I did't take any photo because I forgotten !! If you guy visit Thailand pls dun miss it , once you watch it will make you remember it for whole life !! haha

For me it have a bit scaring and strange or odd , it just my own opinion !!

okie guy !! I will update my post asap =))

love ya !!

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2011-04-09T00:34:00.000-07:00

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Confuse

2011-04-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

I love you is just simple !! but now I love you be so complicate !!

Maybe I tell 1 need to quite this relation !!

It is about me and them on March !!!

2011-03-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

It is my first birthday celebration in this year !! Is with them my poker gang !!

We play hard work hard always !!

32 of us now only left 6 still in the class !!

But we still same friend !! come back and join us anytime =)))

Second , I homesick >.< ... I miss home badly ... around 9 month i did't go back

So this month is carmen's month , i plan and go back my lovely home IPOH !!

Who is she !?

She is my sister , she is my cousin , she is my mother , she is the always with me when I need a talk !!

And sure my birthday cant without her !!

A simple and nice celebration with them !!

How about Mr.Juan ?! It is a secret !! But at last post I have post it out some pic !!

=)) Carmen's month is over !!!

April is coming soon !! Juan and me anniversary's trip =)))

I'm 20 on broad !!!

2011-03-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

Okie !! okie !! I'm officially 20 on broad !!

What I feel ?! Hw I feel ?! What is in my mind ?!

" OMG !!! need spend more money to buy skin product already because I getting older T.T "

Opz !! Just joke I enjoy my life however bad I still like it because I still alive and I still can make it better and better !!

Thank alot to my coursemate , I love the cake and what you all done for me !!

Love you guy !!

Thankz suet mun , this is the 20th birthday you celebrate with me !! And I know it still counting and no will end !!

I celebrate my birthday with my Mr.Juan at K.L area , but i forgot the restaurant's name !! I know i lame !!! haha !!

My baby boy aka Mr Juan ... love him much and much !!

Me =))) birthday girl .. haha

Our drink =))

Soup !!! yummy !!

Mine 1 !!! chicken chop !!!

It is cute ?! haha !!

From birth to age 18 , a girl needs a good parents . From 18 to 35 , she need a good look . From 35 to 55 , she needs a good personality . From 55 on , she needs a good cash !!

So this is my target !! And it will success in 1 day =))

Special for Mr.Juan ,

Thankz alot that what you done to me !! I grateful it !!

Maybe sometime you are is very careless and negligent ,

Maybe sometime you are break a promise ,

Maybe sometime you are bully me ,

but I know you love me and care me always !!

Because you show me your love in other way !! =))

Pressure !! Women !!

2011-03-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

Pressure is going to everyone !!!

I think I'm the lucky 1 because I meet you , the one that share my pressure !!

How good when have someone to share your pressure , especially the love 1 !!

Since we mirror in an entirely different reality from what we are , this means that everything we think we are living , our own existence , ours dreams and hopes , our fear of death is big fake , because our reality is exactly what we are not !!!

Love is an emotion that is based on an opinion of women that is impossible for those who have had any experience with them !!

Memoried

2011-03-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

Everyone wants to hear I LOVE YOU but what they want more is for it to be true when you say it !!! When someone say I LOVE YOU to you what is in your mind ?

For when I was very young I always hope my Mr right will hold my hand until once day i leave this world . Whatever happen he will with me , love me , support me , like what I do to him !!

But in the reality world it like totally different with my imagination !!

From the beginning I really admin you is the 1 i found , you care me , love me , passion on me !!

When i read back the blog you write for me , the letter you send to me , record back everything you do for me , it just sweet !!

But now I does't know how long you miss this passion to me !! Do something to me like impossible for you !! I feel so lost now !!

I do not know when i will lose you again !! You like a wind I cant caught you !!

MARCH !!!

2011-03-10T19:53:00.001-08:00

Wohoo !! After sweet February , it is my month !!

Carmen's month !!

Yes =)) Carmen is a march's baby !!

What plan for my birthday ?! Honestly I did't plan it !!!

Happy birthday to me !!!!

Banane Taipei

2011-02-23T20:09:00.001-08:00

Ok ... I know I have a bit crazy about this , I love bag !!!

I can without shoe in my life time but not bag !!! Do not ask me WHY ... because I does't know the answer too ... What the news I found is this ... DANG DANG DANG !!!

Banane Taipei , a new brand from taiwan but it was HOT right at Hong Kong , Taiwan , Uk , Us !!!

The most important is it is a recycle bag but their Banane Bag resembles the classic Hermès Birkin Handbag.

So I plan to get 1 for myself in coming soon march , a lovely month =)

it is my birthday , so why not i bought something to myself or someone want buy it for me it also okie ...haha =p

Confuse

2011-02-21T22:04:00.000-08:00

Life just full of question mark ? What i should do on next ?

What is on the future ? I know nothing right !!

Who can gv me a right direction on my future !

Valentine's Day

2011-02-16T07:58:00.001-08:00

Guess what ? I have my Valentine's day with little devil Jia Xuan =))

Actually I did't plan have a nice Valentine's day because me and Mr. Power Ranger just cant go through some problem in our relationship , but we still plan to celebrate it .

But it is out of our plan , we have a free meal and free movie but it no just me and him .

Haha ... Guess what ?? We have a family day at Valentine's night .

A Valentine's night that without rose and candle-light dinner but it just sweet that I have in my life time .

After the dinner and movie session with jia xuan , juan's parent and lily and Cw , have a beer session with my love 1 and enjoy our sweet Valentine's night !!

Monkey face

haha ... Power ranger is haven ready ^.^

Sure , Kiss is what cant missing in Valentine's day

I just love power ranger !!

Time is too slow for those who wait , too swift for those who fear , too long for those who grieve , too short for those who rejoice , but for those who love time is eternity !!

You is the one to complete my life !!

You is my lover , you is my friend , you is my father , you is my teacher !!

I does't know what will happen on future but I try my best to love you that following day that with you !!

Happy Valentine's day to YOU Power Ranger

Happy Valentine's day

2011-02-13T16:32:00.001-08:00

Happy Valentine's day to everyone =)

OH YES ... Valentine again ...

What your plan for today with your love one ?

But for me just totally different with other couple ...

I was not happy at all today , I missing him .

Same ppl that sleep beside me , kissing me and hold my hand but i cant feel the love anymore !

Where you been ? I just miss you dear ... Can you come back 2nite ?

I just miss the one that always have fun with me ... I feel so lonely now !!

YES !!! I agree !! I regret now , regret did't cherish you , did't hold you tight !!

But everything is just too late , I know however I hold back this relation it just same but I always trust " Love is not finding someone else but finding your other half "

ANYWAY ... HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL MY DEAR FRIEND

LOVE

2010-12-07T03:02:00.001-08:00

Love just so fantastic , we does't know when we can meet it and when we will loss it .

It can let you laugh and in the sametime it can let you cry .

I meet you in a haphazard

When i was record back it just like happen on yesterday

time is fly , we cant catch it .

LOVE is cant be explain , and do not ask me explain it .

Because the answer only will is LOVE is simple nothing can explain it

2010-12-07T03:02:00.000-08:00